Through It All

Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. If you really know me, you will know my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him.”   John 14:6-7

I have been on both sides of the fence,

and everywhere in-between;

physically,

emotionally,

spiritually,

financially;

I have worked for hundreds

of thousands of dollars,

I have worked for minimum wage,

I have tasted a life of privilege,

I have seen the emptiness

of poverty,

I have witnessed first hand

the devastation of losing

everything,

I have worked at a desk,

using only my mind and fingers,

I have worked back-breaking jobs

that no one should have to do,

I have seen people at their best,

I have seen them at their worst,

I have entered dark places that

very few enter and survive,

I have stood on the edge of cliffs

as the master of this world

quietly whispered to take

just one more step;

I have seen demons,
dark and evil,

drive by in a car as I rode a bike

down the road;

laughing,

mocking;

I have talked to angels while

they held my hand,

as I lay in a hospital bed

having a heart attack;

I have seen people destroyed

by the very things from which

I was saved;

through it all,

You have been there

for as long as I can

remember,

quietly watching,

softly calling,

patiently waiting,

through it all You have

lifted me up when I could not

stand on my own,

saving me when no one

else could,

protecting me when no one

else would,

through it all You have

given me an education

that no college could provide,

no amount of money

could buy,

teaching me humility

and compassion,

helping me to stand,

allowing me to fall,

showing me the illusion

surrounding this world,

the lies that trap so many

who do not even know

they are trapped,

no one makes it out of this life

without You;

no one comes to the Father

but though You,

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