Tell Them (12/08/03)

feel me now,

that you might know

all is not without hope;

tell them who I was so that they may know,

tell them I was a lost and forgotten brother of the eternal flame,

a dry empty flask of flesh, filled with defiled innocent blood,

a quiet whisper in the wind, from which there is no rest,

a drifting soul of passion with a hot burning thirst

for the sordid whores juice, that can never

be filled;

tell them who I was so that they may know,

that they might see there was more,

than this cosmic, shackled, clown into which I was turned,

this bright, speckled feathered beast, upon which vultures feed;

tell them I was more;

that I was a sailor sailing into the gentle setting sun,

on eternal ships of blazing fire and steel,

adrift upon blue, forgotten seas where few have been,

a lonely, lonesome traveler, traveling down lost endless roads,

ruled by the darkness of a thousand nights,

hidden in ancient temples

where children of belligerent gods play,

giving thanks to idols of leisure

that they might be safe in soft warm beds of gold;

tell them;

that I was a lover,

a brother,

a son,

a man;

a poet.

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